Thursday, April 16, 2009

"what day is it again?"

Thursday, April 16, 2009
i've checked my ptd exam result and too bad.i didn't make it.
well..well that's life; it's real although sometimes it turns to be very shitty.ahak!and i realised how utterly stupid my life is.

everyday the same routine goes on.
so why not breaking it out and do something.i want to ditch everything.
say bye-bye home, and start a new life in mm..uk?
or maybe it's a good sign needing me to further my study.i've got the scholarship but wait it's a shit thing again.i dislike the course they are offering.pfft!

oh, how i wish it was easier as it sound.there are so many things I want to do, yet i'm stuck here. But when i look around, the only thing that's really tying me down, is my own inhibition.try as I might, i can't get rid of the logical side of me,

"What about money?"
"What about your parents?"
"What if you get sick, or kidnapped, or robbed?"
"What if you get homesick?"

I've been following the same path for so long, there have got to be grooves in the road in my mind.i don't even have to think anymore in the mornings, i just go.

2 hot gossip(s):

Anonymous said...

sometimes, aku pn rs mcm ko. then, tiba2 rs mo backpack around the world. alone, maybe? to see n feel something unexpected. fun n scary heh.

n sometimes,
kita perlu jadi diri sendiri. aku pn kdg2 rs tgh berlakon.
sukakan something yg aku deny.

for u, never give up k. aku tau ko boleh pilih yg terbaik utk diri ko. just listen to everybody, trust nobody. ur life is ur's.


**hari berkata-kata serius. semakin hari rsnya kita semakin serius. adakah kita sudah menjadi wanita?!hehe~

shirley said...

heh, don't try to deny that u're progressing into 'that' thingy too.haha!

well,thnx bebeh atas kata2 hikmah ko ni.hehe.

 
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