commercialisation of feeling

as if i was hypnotised by this sudden feeling,

'i am missing a certain kid; miles, miles away from me'

yes, its been a while i didn't get a call from staffordshire, or even a simple hi from my yahoo messenger window.i start to wonder where he is.what a strange feeling, i mean like what is wrong with me?
owh, let me guess.perhaps the drug* is effecting my brain now?

**drug here is my new reading to p.s i love you written br Cecelia Ahern.

or it is a good sign welcoming me to adulthood?what??
well, although i am twenty-some, still young at heart and awesome.hihi.
btw, let me patch the puzzles for the sake of proof.

1- i am starting to listen jazz song which is o.O
2- read love-story novel; are u for real shirley??
3- my BM is improving whereby i tend to use more 'ayat bunga-bunga' nowadays.rite keun?kahkahkah..

whatever it is, im still confuse that i have a strange feeling today which is ironically not a good way to start a day i think.

dear you-know-who-you-are,
if you ever crossed this page, i heart your quote from the day you left me;

"God will always find a way to make us meet again.serendipity." -JJM, 2005.

p/s: this is absolutely not an april-fool post.