absenteeism

dang!
it's monday again.as usually i was sooo lazy to wake up this morning.labor day on last friday seemed not enough to prolong the weekend break.

and this morning;

"morning, shirley. how's your weekend?"
"morning boss..it was ok. i was enjoying my weekend at home."
"oo..eh, you looked pale and you seemed so lost"
"lost??ya meh?"

well, yes. my tangled mind cause this.
i knew i have decided to take my master. but thinking of how tough it is,
oh my. i just can't.
i have experienced it before during my undergraduate final project. the worst part is when writing thesis. oh wait, they didn't call it "thesis" for undergraduate project's writing. it's dissertation. but still, head-bashing thingy to be done.
well, that's not include when you've been bombarded with thousands of questions from lecturers during project presentation. it's a shit thing, i told you.

ironically,
last night, i'm done nearly 50% writing my research proposal.
will submit it to my supervisor possibly this friday. with a green light from him, the proposal will soon deliver to the postgraduate center before 22nd of mei. and by that time, i am MAYBE offically becoming a student again.

so bad mind, please stay away from me.